I made him Stay A WHILE….

I was on cloud nine…always wanting to pick up the damn phone to call him….finding stupid excuses just to meet up. At the same time, feeling shit and sweet. One minute he is flirting (well, at least I think he was)…another minute he is so damn fuck**** cool…

I was so confused, having never played courting games….(only tennis and squash alikes)…that I couldn’t quite interpret the meanings… For once in my life, I found myself reading “relationship” articles on CLEO!! And doing one of those really really stupid quiz with catchy titles like: Is he your dream guy? Or Are you compatible?!! Shit, this is degrading!!..

Where the hell are the written rules? Do they say things like: no marking shoes in the court?

How are points won? In tennis, every point won earns you 15 marks…where in heaven’s name are the RULES?

That is the problem ain’t it? There is, technically speaking, no RULES what so eva. No winners and no losers ain't it?