Rantings abt love-less life...

Having said that, my life is close to perfect!! Amazing friends, supportive family, never had to worry abt lack of a comforting existence, bloody hell...i even got my DREAM job!

Albeit that, i still rant, rant and rant....When i lament to cuz that i do not have a love life...(and my friend, i meant it! Not just at the moment thing. I REALLY have not had, still not having and potentially might not have....a bloody love life!) she said: "God is fair. You can't have everything"!!!! Bugger!

Does it matter? Does it REALLY matter? Yes it matters coz it is the stupid "marriage season" month * OCTOBER*...everyone is tying the knots in this so-called "PROSPEROUS EVERYTHING WILL TURN OUT GREAT" month of 8!!

Got invited to a wedding end of this month. Prompted me to be on a strict diet...(hmmm...having said that, i ate a hefty lunch followed by cheese cake from Starbucks this afternoon)...trying to look svelte in a purple dress on 30 oct....(unlikely, which means i will need the special effect of Triumph's bustier!!)...

It got worst because i actually went out on Saturday nite to grab my invitation card...damn...She was glowing and always touching her hubby. Worst part: her hubby is gorgeous, a religious person and damn, the field is always greener on the other side ain't it?...showed us their wedding photo!!!! Hatred starting to rise!

Wanted to leave very badly. Made up a lame excuse! Which also made me lied!

Me: Need to go now

They didn't let me go....

Me: Sorry, must really scoot coz my FRIEND is actually waiting for me...he has been waiting for a while ler

They: Oh, why didn't you bring along? Cute or not?

Me: No lar, not presentable (apologize to the non-existent person)...no none ler... JUST a friends...tat is why i didn't bring along to introduce!

They: Ok lar...have a wonderful time dating! Btw, pls come to my house for bridal shower on 29 Oct...

Me: Ar...ar...ar...(mind refuse to register this is happening!!)....ok..(I DUG MY GRAVE AGAIN!!)

NOTE: The friend is IMAGINARY! No such person exist...i just wanted to go home, wash up and cry cry cry....

As Suanie puts is eloquently, i want to be on first billing!!! ARGH!!!