The dreaded "wedding" dinner

IF you have been following my post, you know I went yadda yidda didda abt my friend’s impending wedding. Read that as a friend whom I was once closed to in uni days but fours years down the road, I don’t even know she gotten herself a bf when she decided to invite me for the wedding!

Well, heaving a sigh of relieve, it is finally over! Yippie!

And I went with a lot of expectation that it will be a total bore and it did live up to my expectation! It was a total bore! muahahahhaha

Having said that, I was pleasantly surprise to see old unimates, but only the male species…not the female species. After years apart, I got slimmer, prettier and smarter * I guess ler*….coz suddenly, I who pride myself for having an affinity with the female population of the world, lost my Midas “touch”. Suddenly, I was attractive to the guys (must be the really low cut dress I was wearing)…they wanted to chat with me, which was annoying coz there is really nothing much to talk abt….but what the heck, they were the only ones entertaining me….it felt sad that the girls no longer want to chat with me….never mind, I still have a lot of wonderful girl friends who are not threaten by my beauty * what beauty?...i don’t even possess any!!!*

Also, surprising on the upside was the fact that I was not “emotionally” disturbed by my friend’s wedding. I did not have the urge to grab the next man whom I see and get down on my knees and beg him pretty please to marry me! Hah!....I did not turn green with envy when my friend walked down the aisle with a gorgeous gorgeous wedding gown! I tell you, the wedding gown was amazingly gorgeous….to die for. That was probably the only thing that could turn me green with envy. I love clothes….

In fact, this time around, I was hit by commitment phobia. I felt like running miles and miles away when I saw my friend walking down the aisle. I have decided to give myself another 5 years to be completely unencumbered by commitment …..to be free and soar high….like a beautiful eagle….spreading its wing…