Am but an actress, the world but a stageplay

Monday, November 01, 2004

Stumbling upon faith

Sunday was a tremendously uplifting day. I went to church and there was a host speaker. I was inspired by pastor’s words. The crux of the talk was giving one hundred percent to your endeavors. If you give strength, you will gain more strength. If you give, you will receive. WOW! Such powerful statements and so inspiring.

A person once asked me: How can you go from work to gym to studies? Siao!

At that juncture in time, I did not have a readily answer and was at lost as how to explain the burning drive in me. Now, I know the answer….I was destine to work and work I shall give a hundred percent. I exercise to give myself more strength and I study because I want to excel in my job. I also have fun after all that because I love to meet friends and share their daily experiences.

For a long time after my parents broke up and I completely lost faith in God, I finally stumbled back upon my faith in God. To believe in God (in any religion) does not require discovery of bones to show the existence of God like in the dinosaur era….to have faith is to stupidly, blindly and dumb ass-ly believing in God.

For stumbling, I have been blessed. For at the end of the stageplay, I want to stand before God, the director, and have God say: Well Done!