Drive

Before I went to slumberland last night, I prayed. “Give me the strength to advance in my career”.

(Last night, my boss asked if I wanted to see some corporate ppl. This indicates that I shall be writing soon, albeit a lot of fear that I will not cope. And that is a big advancement in terms of job scope…damn, I was excited and happy…hopefully, this will translate to my bottomline….i can’t believe I can be blessed with so many wonderful things!!)

I woke up at 5am today. I had two alternative.

1) Go back to sleep, wrap in my warm 20 year old loyal blanket or
2) Get up and go to work.

Today, I choose the latter. * I know, I know…I m close to being demented!!*

But you know what, when I came into the office at 6am I saw a reply on my inbox. From my ex colleague. He wrote me an email at 5am!!! Bloody hell!! And I was smug that I am early to work!! Damn it! Bloody kiasu idiot! Hehehheh…..

My question: What drives us?

For my ex-colleague, it was money. He has a secret love. But he feels that he can’t provide for the girl financially (he is more demented than I am) because the girl comes from a wealthy family! Having said that, he is earning five figure. So, I can’t figure why he doesn’t think he can support the girl!

For me, money was never a factor. Success is. I want to one day meet you in my Gucci suit, Christian Dior clutch bag and smile because I am happy. That is material cosmopolitan babe for you with a hint of humbleness. Oh yeah forgot: need a man who loves me in Armani suit…where can I buy this one?

Also, “he” said that success is sexy! I am working towards that!...

Oh by the way, no more blog post on third “he” date next week because I need to meet those corporate ppl. However, I took a raincheck. So there will be one and hopefully soon…*wink wink*